#52ListsProject Winter- List Three
This is the list I'm the most proud of so far!
The list:
-Moving to Michigan
-Meeting Neil
-Career Advancement
-Learning to manage my anxiety more
-My sister’s wedding
-Becoming independent
-Being happy with myself finally
-Knowing what I want in life finally
I love this list. Have I said that yet? Because I love this list!
This is a list that I never thought I would ever have
created in my life. I’ve dealt with so many different things that put me in
such a terrible fog that I forget ALL THE TIME what I am truly grateful for and
what I have accomplished in my short lifespan thus far.
I have had people that told me I would be stuck in Longview
(home) for various unkind reasons. I settled the thought at age 12 that I would
never find a partner that would take me and my baggage and that I would be
content living by myself forever. I thought I would never get out of my great
depression that I sank into after high school. I thought I could never be happy
because I didn’t deserve it.
This list confirms the opposite. This list makes me happy
and realize I have come so far with my little personal battles that I am okay
if it all goes away because at one point in time I would have known that it
happened and it was great.
But I now know that I am better than all those negative
things that I stated above. I have taken myself out of the fog that was
burdening me, and have strived for better things. Will there be more challenges
ahead of me, hell yes, but I know how to deal with them better and the right
way of doing that.